Overcoming Fear

Emotions aren’t good or bad, positive or negative; they are simply a picture of where we are. Sometimes our emotions might be a warning or signal that something might need attention. The action we attribute to the emotion is what matters. Often, our emotions are showing us a doorway to a choice or maybe a decision that needs to be made.

Joy is an emotion we all experience and is so wonderful when we do. When we experience joy it brings with it comfort and peace and happiness – we all love joy. But what about fear – is fear always bad?

No, I don’t think so.

Hear me out on this one.

(Yes, there is a spirit of fear but that is not what I’m referring to here.)

I believe the emotion of fear is simply another “notification” that something might be up. It is one of those things that require us to use discernment to navigate. We may need to ask, what is our response to that fear? Do we choose courage and boldness or do we back away, give in and let it consume us?

Fear will always require boldness and courage to get beyond.

Of course, sometimes fear is to warn us of real danger, like don’t go into that alleyway! Other times fear is something we must overcome or conqueror. In that case, we can’t let fear stop us! Instead, we have to confront it, become bold and jump over it and continue past it. Fear will often subside (or depart) if you confront it.

I often think of fear as the snake lying across the threshold of my path. It’s there reminding me of all the ways I will fail, reminding me of all the “what if’s” I never even thought of – basically throwing lies at me to see if I will react, to see if I can be stopped.

When I was a child, I played in the woods behind my house all the time and let me tell you, there were snakes out there too. My friends and I built tree houses and forts from scraps of lumber we got from the construction sites of houses being built in the neighborhood. Every time we built a new fort, we also made a new path to it. Often, and I mean weekly, we would encounter snakes in our path. They were primarily non-poisonous but they were very large – some were upwards of 6′! But as is often the case with kids, boldness and determination to finish a project would rise up and we would back up, take off running and jump over that snake and not look back…mostly because we were too afraid to look!

The point was, we didn’t let that fear stop us – we pushed past it (literally), and continued on.

We can’t let fear stop us either because on the other side of fear lives the fulfillment of our dreams and desires. Fear wants to keep us from our destiny. We can’t let that happen. 
What fear is holding you back today? Is it a past trauma that needs healing? Is it fear of man, the fear that you might not be “enough” in the eyes of others? Whatever it is that is stopping you needs to be confronted and overcome.

I pray that you will be bold and courageous today, standing up to those things in the path that would stop you from being all you are meant to be. I pray that if healing is needed, that it will come with abundance and grace. I pray that if there is help you need in being bold today, that help would come in many unexpected ways. I pray that fear will be overtaken by love and that that love would then pour out of you and drench everyone you meet today. I pray you will get up tomorrow and continue on this journey as you have today, seeking help when needed, and giving help when required. I speak freedom from fear in your life and call you to rise up in the destiny that was created just for you!

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As I Am…

God,

I want to see from Your perspective
I want to know what You know
I want to be holy like You are
I want to have want You have
I want to love as You love

Wait – We are One, right?

Let’s try this again…

I do see from Your perspective
I do know what You know
I am holy like You are
I already have what You have for me
I love as You love

Thank you, Papa, for letting me live as though I have already accomplished it all.


#speakthosethingsthatarenotasthoughtheywere

What Are We Feeding Ourselves?

As most of you know I bake and cook for a living. It’s my passion and it’s my ministry – much of my day is consumed with thoughts of food.

Besides the actual baking and preparing of the food, I spend a great deal of time contemplating the person who is on the receiving end of the food. I talk with God about them and I speak blessings over their lives, asking that they would feel the love and peace of God when they open their package.

This also how I am fed every day. I spend time with God, seeking how to pray for other’s needs, how to bless them and then speak it out, over them. No, they are not there in the room with me and they don’t even know that I pray for them. It doesn’t matter – I don’t do it for recognition. I do it because we have so much hurt and pain in the world and this is something that I can do; something I GET to do.

I pray it makes a difference in their lives. (And I have different testimonies that it does).

Also most of you know that I post a lot of pictures of my food on social media. I don’t do that to make you feel any particular emotion. I post them because making food for people brings me joy and that joy is the intent of the posts.

It feeds me, emotionally. I have so many conversations with God while cooking that it’s as if He’s in the room with me all day long. My food pictures are the fruit of my conversations in a way. 🙂

But…

The real reason for this post isn’t to bore you with my day to day stuff. No, It’s to ask you a question:

How do you get fed everyday? How are you feeding yourself?

I have a suggestion, if you are willing to listen.

No matter what you do, where you go, or what you post on social media, make sure God is in it. Make sure it comes out of the fruit of your time with Him.

Yes certainly there is darkness and corruption in the world but WE have the answers! We have the solutions because we have Holy Spirit access and He is the one how will bring us wisdom and revelation – all we have to do is ask.

Are you hungry?

Are you hungry enough to go spend time with God and let Him teach you how to respond to the needs of the world? Because if you are, you will be a blessing and a wonder to those around you.

If you aren’t that hungry, you will only react emotionally out of wounds that haven’t been dealt with you may indeed become part of the problem.

Bottom line: What you eat is important. How you are fed is important too.

Palace or Prison – Setting Captives Free

I ran across this picture today and it reminds me of a vision I saw once while ministering to someone with parts/alters. I saw a girl in a castle who was emaciated with long stringy dirty blond hair, wearing filthy rags. She thought the place was as beautiful as she was.

She didn’t see what I saw. She saw a palace, I saw a dungeon. I wasn’t sure if this was a place she had built for protection – maybe from something or trauma that happened to her or if it was a prison that had been built by someone else to keep her there.

In this picture, notice that the door is open. In the vision I had the door was also open, but the girl didn’t want to come out of the “safety” she felt in being there – the unknown was scarier than the known. (At least that is what I assumed at the time.)

After listening to the podcast with Daniel Duval the other day and then seeing this picture today I wonder if the girl didn’t want to come out because of a guard or even a booby-trap. Her fear was real. There were things she knew that I did not.

In the end, we did not get her “out” of that prison, but I did see Jesus walk into the cell and sit down next to her and put His arm around her. And that was what she needed at the time.

Through the course of ministering healing or deliverance to people I’ve seen several people in cages and the door had been open – many walked out and were set free – some were not. The rabbit hole is indeed a lot deeper than I knew (know). I believe some were set free simply by the Grace of Jesus while other’s needed a greater work than I was yet equipped to dispense.

However it came about, I claim no expertise in these things but I am a willing student and vessel when God does want me to do these things. And I suppose at the end of the day, that is all any of us can do – be willing and obedient.

I love this journey I’m on! It’s so exciting to learn new things and even to be able to take these things and look back upon some of my past experiences and get a better, more clear understanding of the why or how things occurred.

Painting by Włodzimierz Kukliński

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